Am missing, someone / something in the middle of the night .

Hell yea. I don't know why. Am missing someone right now. I should be asleep instead of blogging or missing anybody. Aarrrrgh. Dont know why . Having silly thoughts such as screaming "Oi,nabeh. I miss you la " stuffs . I had a sudden urge to fly to America right now. Right now, right now. I wanna live in america manzxsxsxz. Imagine, there'll be those super cool backstreets for me to camwhore ( Which you can never find `em in Sg ) , most of the people there with piercings and body art. In countries like America, they find all these common. But in Sg, people will have a "different impression" la huh?

I often think, if am born in America, would there be a great change in my life ? For example, would i be more rebellious ? Would i be more daring and try doing things that i've never thought of being one? Perhaps,the way i speak, dress, attitude will change. Cant really compare Singapore with America la huh . Asians and Americans have different ways of lifestyle,cultural .

How i wish i could really make a trip to America . There, to camwhore. There, to experience how their lifestyles is. If the chance is given , i wanna emigrate there. Ogay, or perhaps not there. Australia. A country that one could work as a farmer, owning a piece of land . Hahah. I dont mind being a farmer . Hopefully, that kind of lifestyle aint so complicated , stress , competitive as Sg's one . Lying on the green grass, leading a simple life with your love ones. Isnt it a beautiful thing ?

Goals

I must go America when i've got the money. mum wont be tagging Cause she prefer Australia. Hahah. Dont know why either. Perhaps it holds some meaningful memories for her with dad   . When i watch american shows, i'll start imaging , if am a caucasian, would my life be something similar to them ? Such as , clubbing, living in the hostels with roommates ? Replacing paperbags when buying groceries in the supermarket instead of plastic bags?  & Oh , FYI, In Sg, not alot of students will stay in their school's hostel. Most are foreigners , i guess.

So many countries i wanna visit. America,Rome,Italy,Europe,Australia,New Zealand . . Rarrrr , I should set a goal for myself. I must earn enough money before twenty-two or twenty to visit one of these countries. ( In Sg, you can only get "stable" job at the least of 18 years old )

Alright. Getting a little tried. Tmr im having school. blog next time. Btw, I changed my blog URL to http://missbakedrice.blogspot.com/ (:
OI OI OI, YOU. I MISS YOU LA !

PS : Seriously,i still prefer Xanga to Blogger :/

I , was moved to tears.

Its 4 in the morning now. I just finished watching the movie "Sky of love" introduced by Lan fang. Alot of my friends told me its a very touching story. When i watched the beginning,nth caught my attention but watching for about \5-10 mins,i decided to continue watching the show as it begins to be more interesting. ( To be continued . . . ) 

Fufil my birthday wishes for me

Edited *

Had been chatting with Laopenguin and we was looking for nice places to camwhore. He wanted to go Haji at first but his friend went there before him and he dont wna be labelled as a "copy cat" when he's the one who gave his friend that idea and we decided to go places like, Little India. I wanna try their prata there and buy Hennah !! We agreed that i'll be his photographer-of-the-day  ! Yay. Finally. Cause i always wanted to be a photographer and now i can make use of this chance. (Though am not quite noob la) . But i'll be photographing a guy,Laopenguin. Hope it'll turn out what we expected la. Cause my photography skills aint so good though.

And hor,my birthday is coming in 12 days time lehhhhhh.2nd May wor. I'd appreciate if some kinds souls were to treat me B.rice. Hehheh. Even if its home made one,i dont mind !  This year's bday will be vey different from the usual ones. Last time i used to spend it with my parents and i think its , "Ahya,every year cfm one. zz" . But this year,they're not celebrating with me. Mum will not be in Sg. And Dad,i dont know whether he'll be able to have time or want to spend it with me .  So sad. I can spend it with some good friends though but i dont know why. I feel like spending my 14th Bday with my parents like usual. Ahh,why am i talking about this???!!?.

Back to the topic. I hinted Laopenguin and asked him to cook something for me. As a bday present. Hey,this is not too much riggggght? Can save money for present. I'd be damn happy if everyone cook a dish for me la. Hehheh.*slaps self* this would never happened to me aye. zzZ. I asked him to cook B,rice w/o egg. And he said.

"Egg, is a very important ingredient in food.No egg,i wonder how the Baked rice will taste. But i bet it'll be very awful"

Wahlao,its not that i dont like Egg. Infact,i love them. But am having a tragus infection now. And when i pierced it,the lady who did the piercing for me,only warned me not to eat seafood. she didnt mentioned egg !!! And i freaking i more than 2 . =.= .When i went back to the place i pierced and asked them to put the stud for me,they said its very swollen at the back and hence they used a think earstick for me. Well,am glad that the hole is not closed yet. or else i'll have to repierce it. See la. I cannot eat my favourite B.rice liao . Sad sad sad. But still,he promised to make a baked rice for me. hehheh. He said, he'll try to. Hope it turns out nice la. Cause no one make me B.rice before. Not even my mother lorr.

And i spent almost the whole day online shopping,checking out dresses,tops,tanktops. Esp F21,Zara and topshop ones. Andand,also shawls !! Am going broke soon man.

I happened to passed by a blogshop which are selling  Burberry shawls. Oh freak,Its just so nice. I WANT I WANT I WANT !!!

But hor,i just realised its not authentic and its selling at 65$. I might as well save up more and buy an authentic one from the authentic Burberry shop at Orhard all these. zzzZ

Wishlist

Grant one of them for me,and i'll be contented !

• Eat Baked rice
• Nice Photoshoot done. ( Coming soon ! Hopefully. Tolong Ben and Winston liao.)
• More tanktops.
• Nice dresses
• Wishing me a Happy Bday.
• CJ7 stuffs.
• nudy blue contact lens.
• White hot pants. (with brown lining at the back)
• My leg to recover =[
• New eyeliner. Cause i finished it already
• Nude colour lip gloss.
• Photography course
• Photographer gonna be.
• Taking nice photos
• Buy a good cam using my own money
• Hoodies?
• Grow taller
• Someone to teach me Make baked rice
• Home made birthday cake !
• Burberry shawls.(Authentic)  (Wait long long long  )
• Go Clubbing
• BBQ !
• Vertical tragus piercing.
• No more mood swings.
• Good results. Esp for Maths and English.
• Get paid for photoshoots? [I wonder if it'll happen]

Hoho. thats it. But I wanted most is to eat B.rice and ppl wishing me Happy Bday.  ( Though i sounded stupid ). Eheh,Ba chor mee. The photoshoot depends on you liao hor. Hope your hair faster grow laaaaaaaaaaaa.

PS : I f there's no one to be with you,be strong. Don't give up til the end.